i like surfaces


undo unstick unglue

a release technique teacher of ours would say this. it haunts me.

undoing learned behaviour, getting back to a more natural state, leaving technique behind, training to untrain.

un un un un un un

why am i so wrong? what is underneath? why undearneath? i like surfaces.

i want to be untamed in all my tameness.


i am researching solo improvisation as a trance state and the development of processes for the choreography of trance states, as a way of performing that is neither nostalgic nor improvised. i want to encourage in my body an animal state of readiness that is not tamed but offered more options by choreography.

i am dancing around with a blindfold on for hours and shit’s getting esoteric. like some kind of pornographic meditation i play an album and dance blind.